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It's been around 1 month not to talk to her.
It started from a little argument, but we both know, it’s not the key reason.
In the beginning, I tried hardly to figure out the root cause and consulted different people.
似乎慢慢拼湊個圖出來，但卻沒什麼把握，也有點害怕或者可以說是厭惡看到成品。
大手一揮，讓它恢復成散亂一地狀態，漫步走開。
閒暇時，撥撥土，想把它一點一點掩埋起來，回到初時，那個什麼都不知道的時候。
成效不彰………….
一下就被識破的五秒忍耐力，刺蝟般地豎起防護罩，焦躁、坐立難安地東躲西藏，
假裝彼此屬於不同時空，目光自動轉彎、穿透。
圖又散了，目前不想，或許是更多不願，不知從何下手，找出那一片片的拼圖，然後重新打起精神與鬥志，好好拼出完整的畫。
Pretend nothing happened, just back to the start?! It’s not a good idea.
未來某日，當塵土散去，又會再來一次吧?!
As others told me, it’s a signal to ask me to do a big change in my life.
Once I overcome it, it’ll be a huge breakthrough for me!!
However, currently, I still escape from facing it and keep moving on.
I think I must be indifferent so I have no feeling about it except anxiety and annoyance.
Indifference.
Maybe……
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